it was like a fucking drug deal.
i was sitting here waiting,
i was calling you back,
but you didn't call me back.
it was fucked up, but at the same time it just made me wanted you even worse.
for awhile I was cleaner than now.
then I started to destroy myself.
with things that I love now the things that I hate,
until it finally broke me.
the stabbed lover and the furious bunny.
cheater. you made me hate you. you just made it easier for me.
you owe me. fucking owe me a thousand fucks.